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Post by Fai Flowright on Nov 7, 2011 18:44:25 GMT -4
Distraction wasn't working....staring past Kurogane's tense frame, Fai's thoughts drifted as he stared at the dark water. It hadn't been bad....as first kisses go, he was sure that it could have been worse...and secretly, he had enjoyed it. That was what worried him the most....he shouldn't have like it, and he shouldn't want it....the fact that they were both male aside, Fai lost everyone he held dear. It had taken him a long long time to trust again after what happened, and he was scared of losing Ashura....but to have a second person to add to the list of people who could be taken away? It was unthinkable.
The mask had dropped slightly, since he was troubled and it was dark so it was safe enough. However, as they drew closer to the castle, the light returned in patches and reflections, allowing glimpses of worried eyes, a tense body, clenched fists and the blonde biting his lip nervously. Suddently feeling Kurogane's eyes on him, Fai hurriedly ducked his head and concentrated on there the boat was going - he didn't want to crash them into the side, or hit the giant squid. Mostly, he didn't want to face Kurogane.
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Post by Kurogane Youou on Nov 8, 2011 18:14:18 GMT -4
Kuro sighed seeing the Blonde sink down when he noticed him looking, looking back the other way staring down at the dark water around them. Kuro got lost in all the thoughts like 'I just kissed a guy.... and i liked it...... wait... what am i thinking?' and 'What would your parents think......' he sighed deeply Ruffling his own hair annoyedly to try and get rid of the thoughts.
It didnt work they kept on floating around his head, making him feel a little more sober.
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Post by Fai Flowright on Nov 8, 2011 18:28:24 GMT -4
Ironically, Fai thought he had sucessfully distracted Kurogane from his grieving....only to land another big problem on the young man's shoulders. He stifled a sigh as they came closer to the castle and it's grounds. He wanted to reassure the raven haired boy...Kurogane had been drunk and upset...and Fai, unwillingly admitted to himself, did look rather girlish. It was a mistake....
As the boat slipped into the boathouse, Fai finally mustered the courage to look at the other student once more. ".....You need to sleep....tonight was just...a mistake..." he felt a pang of guilt and pain at saying it. Part of his brain was nagging at him, that he cared a lot more for kurogane than this, and he should kiss him again....but the more sensible part was saying that Kurogane had enough problems, and Fai was just one massive problem that wasn't needed....and why was he wanting to kiss a guy anyway??
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Post by Kurogane Youou on Nov 9, 2011 16:14:58 GMT -4
"Mistake......." said Kuro shifting to move towards the edge of the boat as it reached the school. He hopped off the boat even before the boat came to a hault. He started walking/wobbling towards the school a little unsteady because of the alcohol.
He kept on moving unsure what to do or say to the blonde.
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Post by Fai Flowright on Nov 9, 2011 16:24:42 GMT -4
A mistake, Kurogane uttered the confirmation, and Fai felt a sick jolt at the words. Of course, he was being silly. He remained silent as he watched as the raven haired young man practically flee the boat (albiet, very wobbly still). The blonde sat, eyes following the mans figure, feeling bad because he knew he should help his friend up to the castle and make sure he got back safe and sound....but, he didn't want to make things more difficult.
Perhaps it would be best to give him some time to sober up. With any luck, Kurogane was drunk enough that he'd forget the whole thing and by morning he would be back to annoying the hufflepuff. Maybe. If Fai didn't think too hard on it, and allow his own feelings to get in the way of their friendship.
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Post by Kurogane Youou on Nov 10, 2011 4:46:24 GMT -4
Kurogane was soon out of sight, leaning against the nearest wall, hand covering his face as he sighed deeply. He was an idiot, Fai had been trying to make him feel better and he'd probably just completely ruined their friendship.
"Kissing him.... what an idiot," said kuro after he pulled his hand away from his face.
Fai was a little annoying and always seemed to be smiling, but he was thin and .....handsome? What..... did Kurogane really just think that. He decided to blame it on the alcohol, there was no way he would think it otherwise..... right?
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