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Post by Kurogane Youou on Jan 29, 2012 12:21:01 GMT -4
"so.......," said Kuro, its not like he drank that often. But the few times he had, he had been drunk and suffered a bit the next day. He sighed really wanting to get and some more drinks for himself. But sat down and stared at the food.
He wasnt sure what else to say, suddenly feeling awkward.
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Post by Fai Flowright on Jan 29, 2012 12:24:46 GMT -4
Fai was glad that Kurogane didnt pull away and go and get absolutly plastered. Still he took pity on the man, who had obviously had enough alcohol in his system to get him depressed...he let go of his arm. "You don't have to stay....its after midnight..." he smiled, though it didn't reach his eyes. It sadened him, that there was nothing he could do to ease kuroganes pain....Alcohol only made it worse, as did Fai's presence no doubt.
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Post by Kurogane Youou on Jan 29, 2012 13:01:14 GMT -4
Kuro shifted laying down putting his head on Fai's lap. "i want to stay..... for now," he said rolling over face Fai's stomach. He felt the need for contact, it gave him a little comfort to have someone with him.
He sighed trying to force the emo/depressive thoughts away, but for not he was failing at that. He closed his eyes, fingers tangling in the shirt that Fai was wearing gripping it loosely.
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Post by Fai Flowright on Feb 1, 2012 15:08:19 GMT -4
Fai looked a little flustered as Kurogane laid on the bed, settling his head to rest on the blondes lap. Fai cautiously reached down to stroke raven locks, fingers gentle and trying to be soothing. "....I'm glad..." he looked shy, but he was relieved too....he didn't really want to be alone either. Part of him was nagging him to open up; he knew the kind of lonliness that Kurogane was dealing with...how daunting each milestone was after you'd lost someone. The first christmas...the first new year...the first birthday....their birthday....all of that was so hard, even years afterwards. But...he was too chicken....too afraid of admitting what had happened, and more afraid of what his reaction would be. So he kept quiet.
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Post by Kurogane Youou on Feb 12, 2012 7:26:28 GMT -4
Kuro stayed where he was, trying not to fall asleep. But he was so comfortable... felt more safe than he usually did. He gripped Fai's shirt a little tighter, emotions surfacing again. He forced them back down, he didnt want to deal with them right now.
"Happy New Year," mummbled Kuro, but he wasnt really feeling all that happy, the thoughts were still lingering. He couldnt seem to let them go.
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